Saturday, March 14, 2015

I Don't Want To Fall

I am scared to lose friends.
I am scared for the future for myself and my loved ones.
I am scared of spiders.
I am scared that I won't be able to follow my dreams.
I am scared to start college.
I'm more afraid of staying in high school.
I am scared of not seeing friends again after graduation.
I am scared of becoming a (more or less) responsible adult.
I am scared to disappoint my parents.
I am scared to reveal who I am.
I am scared of not finding the right husband for me.
I am scared to watch a scary movie alone.
I am scared that I won't make a good mother.
I am scared that I won't be able to be a mother.
I am scared of marrying too young or staying single too long.
I am scared of what lurks in the ocean.
I am scared of being judged even though I know everyone is too busy fearing the same thing to judge me.
I am scared that I will get a call saying someone I loved has died.
I am scared that I will be too busy to enjoy life.
I am scared.

3 comments:

  1. I have ALL of these fears. Like no joke, this is so on point.

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  2. "I am scared to start college.
    I'm more afraid of staying in high school."

    Same. All of these are so accurate.

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